Girl drama diaries

HELP!!! My name is Claire and I am just like you I know the difference between bullying and defending your self. And earlier today a girl slammed me into my locker. And then I said to my self " Defending your self is the right thing you can let them walk all over you!!" So I went and grabbed her and I told her in front of these kids "That was not nice and you better say you're sorry!" and one girl said "Why'd you grab her by her shirt you're so rude you're such a bully!" Then I said "But she did it first she slammed me into my locker" then another said "Still being mean is bullying if she slammed you into your locker too bad just walk away and take it" Then I burst into tears running down the hall because every where I went everyone would never learn the difference between bullying and defending your self and I don't wanna be a stupid coward I wanna look and feel the same way I always have! :,-( Wow! The same hap...

OH-NO! I have tryouts again today! I am gonna freak! The pool I try out in starts at 6 feet then dips really steep down to 14 feet! That's right I said 14 feet deep! And I mean the last tryout I had was like June 30th and I was so scared I had to go to slightly shallower pool that was 8 feet now I have to get ready for 14 OMG! I hope I make it! Anyways I hope I have less fear than last time saying is I went to 8 in a half feet for 3 weeks before I had to take time off but today is the day! I think I'll make it! Every day I've been trying to picture my self in 14 feet! Not being scared because I've been there done that! Yea I'm sure some of you who haven't been on swim team or a pool that deep would be just as scared as I was that first time. it's at 5:30 PM-6:30 PM so I have hours to wait it's only 10:40 AM right now so I'll have to build up courage over the hours. And the part that makes it even worse. It's indoors pool so it is dark and dee...

If you KNOW IT ALLS think I'm a bully you're wrong. You're know it alls who think you know who a bully is but you don't. A bully is someone who makes a person feel bad so they can have happiness and act like they rule the world and over react. A defender like me is not a bully. It's a person who is strong and not a coward who never tells anybody to leave them alone. A defender tells that bully who is boss and so that bully will leave them alone. They are only nice to people who are nice to them. And that would be me. A coward is a person who never stands up for them self they're scared and weak. And need a friend to help them. But me I don't wanna be a coward. No matter what anyone says "You're a bully just admit it" I will never EVER stop defending my self. It's a good part of me and no other human can ever change anything about me! I don't make people feel left out I don't try to make someone cry on purpose that's a bully.And ...

Hey bigg you haven't said anything in the last 4 weeks so I was wondering what is going on with you. If you hate me or what. But you've been leaving every single hangout,have signed out of hangouts, and stayed off google+ I mean come on dude. I mean are you trying to stay away from me or what? Did someone tell you don't to ever talk to me? You see you can tell me the truth here. I don't need this crap anymore. Boy you better get chow ass back on here. I mean is there REALLY something wrong with me???????????? Because to me there is. You've been ignoring me for 1 month!!!!! I had even had night mares about you! I had night mares I missed a hangout with you with everybody I knew on hangouts but me! I really want you to get back on. It's been for ever! I hope it doesn't take a year! Please! You've left every hangout, signed out of hangouts, now I cannot talk. What did we do? Just please respond to this post at least. You always ignore me!

Okay good news first since I hate to be so negative all the time because my life is getting harder. Okay so the good news is that my friend I met in Summer camp Cara is gonna see me next month and I'll be trying to go back to that 14 feet in swim team next month as well. And the bad... Well Isabel you know that mean girl? Yes I hated her attitude but didn't mean I wanted her to critasize her self and she keeps going on about saying "I'm just a problem to everyone I just wanna kill my self" But I don't want her to. Yet she keeps insisiting. Why is my life so messed up? Then we have non stop people calling me a bully for defending my self. That's judging a book by it's cover again you people! And yes I will have a big mouth when I'm sassing someone for doing mean things I'm not a person who goes "Wa ha ha! wa ha ha!" NOOOOOOOOOOO! HECK FREAKING NOOOOO! AND THAT'S NOT WHAT I'M GONNA DO! I AM STRONG AND I DON'T WANNA! And this...

This is why you never be friends with  +miranda bruce  her profile may look innocent once you click on the tag  +miranda bruce  but it's not don't follow her though  because that girl has problems. And I'm not lying. Don't believe me? Watch this video. And Layla is the biggest brat I've EVER met because she says things that actually go out to her. I don't want any of you being friends with her because she'll keep you and say un true things about me and act like she never did anything. She'll also wanna keep you to brag about not to really like you she just has friends to brag about. And I told Layla a secret that Miranda told me about Layla and Layla didn't believe me! Really? How stupid! How else would I know if Miranda didn't tell me? I mean come on she just is a joke they're set up's they're friend ship was an evil lying plan not a real heart filled friend ship those wanna be's just find mean things to say about me they'r...

OMG some new girls called Skylar, Sara,and AGsuperstars are acting like I'm mean. I'm NOT mean for the last time! I defend my self! I don't know how many times I gotta say it! But no! People gotta be jerks and say only the cowards are nice. That's not true! People who stand up for them selves are rare people but does that make them mean? NO! And the only reason I sweared at Sklyar was because she took it from what it looked like instead and said I was being mean to Isabel when Isabel was being mean to me! All I was doing was defending my self! And she said she was UN following me and following bully Isabel! And no! I don't assume people are bullies I KNOW! Because Jenny and Emily from ballet class were mean because they were bossy and I could hear them gossiping about me half the time other times Isabel me and Stephanie KNOW she's a bully because since Isabel couldn't get her way on chats she decided to call my friend a b**ch for no reason all because she co...