My co-op crush...
Hey guys, it's Helena again, and I just thought I'd give you all an update about how I'm doing and this time it's about my intense crush on this 17 year old boy from my co-op whose extremely sweet and cute I just can't seem to get his attention half the time, I know he's a little old by a year lol but I can't help it honestly, my depression has gotten the best of me and I've been self harming a lot lately The day before co-op last week started I had a breakdown in front of the computer cause I was literally so scared about how co-op would go for me, as it was the week after I got a pic with Isaiah, and 2 weeks after I attempted to ask him out. The furthest I've gone with Isaiah was a hug and that's about it. Co-op went okay, but I had a very hard time getting Isaiah to notice me, he DID however sit with me at lunch but that's about it. In drama, he devoted all his attention to this Angelika girl who was older than me by two years. *Si...