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Nicole Huber (Cat Lover1544) The Google Hangouts drama queen and cyberbully

September 06, 2017

So this girl, she's about 16 now, and I'm almost 14. She's been bullying me for a whole year, and it's over a boy. I had this boyfriend named Dylan, and he's 18, but I dated him back when he was 16 and I was 12. So, no fucking judging. I've gotten enough of that from people....Dylan and Nicole are both horrible people who manipulate others together and create drama for no good reason. As you'll see on May's blog, Nicole bullied me and didn't admit it because she wants to look like a sweet little angel when in reality, SHE'S the bully. Don't believe any of her lies, she literally lies about me on a daily basis to many people on Hangouts and elsewhere. She stole Dylan from me back in September 2016, and told me to kill myself when she knew I was depressed, I was very fucking pissed off. Not only was she supposed to be my friend, but she ditched me by bullying me and making me cry and cut for days, THEN HAD THE NERVE TO SAY I WAS THE HORRIBLE PE

Girl Drama Diaries: Going back to Co-op Phobia

July 30, 2017

Hey guys!! So I know I haven't posted in quite some time. I've been very busy over the Summer, I even ended up taking a vacation to Florida (which is a wish come true!!) and I've been enjoying myself so far. I'm glad to be turning 14 this November, (time flies!) When I made my first blog post on here I was 10 years old, so it really is a miracle! So some of you know, how....well I've been going through shit at co-op in the past, and my crush there is now 18 years old. So things ain't so easy...and my fear of going back in fear things might be worse than last year, is getting worse. I know I shouldn't be feeling scared, but of course my anxiety always gets the best of me. I've been having constant nightmares that I get rejected by Isaiah in my dreams, and I've even had people tell me I deserve rejection and that I'm ugly af. (Which fuck it, I'm not as ugly as some of these people make me out to be) and it really scares me of the things that co

Summer is here!!!!!

June 02, 2017

So, school is out for the Summer! I'm looking forward to Summer, no school, and hopefully no stress. Planning on inviting Isaiah and Alex at my house so they can meet each other for the first time, then go to San Marcos, and then go to Florida. Hopefully Summer 2017 will be a blast and I won't have to worry about anything this year. I'm going into 8th grade, which is amazing because it's only one more year left of shitty ass middle school, but I also don't like that I have to deal with one more year of middle school because I've been bullied for my age SO MANY times. I can't wait for high school when everything is BETTER. Damn life really does suck for a 13 year old, glad I'm turning 14 soon. Anyway, hope to have a good Summer, and everyone else out there. *sigh* UGHHHH ONE MORE YEAR OF MIDDLELEEE SHCOOOL.L

Bullies Who Act As Victims

May 26, 2017

Okay, so I know that bullying is common, but I'm really fed up with the bullies who lie their way out of trouble, whenever I confront them. Not all of my bullies have played the innocent card, but most of them have because people nowadays don't like to admit they've bullied someone and they've messed up. Ever since I learned how to stand up for myself, people have been in denial that they're messing with me. This started at around 10 years old, when I had gotten a Google+ so I could do things as innocent as making Barbie videos, LPS videos, and singing videos. The problem is, is that I barely knew how to sing at the time, and I was bullied for it. People would comment hate on my channel like "You're such a terrible singer" and "Your videos suck" and "Go kill yourself you ugly piece of sh*t" and at the time I was a child, so my only reaction would be anger and I would stand up for myself, not knowing that I should've just deleted

Why "Ignoring bullying" Isn't a good tactic to use...

May 26, 2017

See, I've always been told growing up, when I would tell my grandma I was being bullied, or told my friends I was being bullied I would usually get slapped in the face with this one response "Just ignore it". So of course, the first time I was told that I thought it would work. When I was being picked on in 3rd grade, this one boy in art class named "Douglas" would always try to get my attention my insulting my favorite color, animal, or food and I tried to ignore it by not paying any attention to it whatsoever and keep coloring on my piece of paper, but he kept going on and on before I finally lost it and told him to shut up. Ignoring isn't really easy, especially for people with anger issues like me. It's pretty much an old wives tale that ignoring any kind of bullying whether it's in school, at a sports team, in dance class, at some kind of co-op, or anywhere where there are other kids your age that it somehow works, and telling your children just

Girl drama diaries: "Being left out"

May 15, 2017

So recently, I've been discussing A LOT how this Iris girl had issues with me, well thankfully they're finally resolved. But there's a catch. Isaiah just turned 18, which really sucks and that means I'm gonna get judged EVEN MORE for having a crush on him! Yay me! (Sarcasm). My life doesn't seem to be getting that much better and I really hope it does soon, see Iris is still talking to me and being cool and everything but sometimes her little friend group doesn't seem to include me all the time. Here's a list of things her friends are doing that are a little bit strange. Talking to me, acting friendly and all cool but when it comes time for us all to do something together I get ignored or left out. Saying they're gonna do something, but not actually doing it. Allegra said she was gonna meet with me at the lazy river so we could hangout together, and I waited there for her for like 10 minutes before finally giving up and going back over to the m

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